How well do you really know yourself?
I know I'm testing the waters when I throw a question like that out there, but I found out a lot about myself over the weekend that I want to share.
I competed in the CrossFit Houston's Women's As Rx Challenge this past Saturday. My first ever CrossFit Competition and it was fierce! That being said, let's just say that I walked into the idea of this challenge as a loser. "I know, I know..." that sounds terrible, but it's the truth. I made an impulsive decision, signed up to the competition (without thinking it through) and then, when I was given the opportunity to back out, I refused to look like a wimp.
Did I believe that I was ready to compete in a 'as Rx' Challenge? ABSOLUTELY NOT.
But I did.
The Challenge consisted of 4 WOD's:
- For time - x3: 10 Front Squat (95#), 50 Double Unders + 60m Crocodile walk (before & after).
- 200m sprint/2 Rope Climbs/10 Lateral Burpees/Max Hang Power Clean (125#) in the remaining time
- For time: 20m 100# Vertical Keg Carry/2-100# Sandbag ground to shoulder/20m Horizontal Keg Carry
- 30-55# KettleBell Swings/30 KB Sumo Deadlift High Pull/Max Calorie (Air Dyne) in remaining time
The top 5 finishers went on to the fifth and final WOD for 1st, 2nd & 3rd place.
At first, the 28 other women intimidated me... I still wonder if i would have stayed had my friend/fellow trainer, Shannan Roberts, not been there with me. At about 8am we were called together and the competition had officially begun!
SURPRISE!!! 60m Crocodile Walk x2 Boy oh boy! What a turn of events! I was not expecting an EXTRA!! |
WOD 1
FRONT SQUATS |
DOUBLE UNDERS |
I gave it everything I had, but it just wasn't enough to complete the WOD before the clock stopped! What a let down. Not a very encouraging way to begin this UP hill journey. I know now that I must re-learn the jump rope. Had my technique been on par, I would not have been totally & utterly depleted after my 1st round. I know that I gave it everything I had to give and that I should not have been so hard on myself. My ego was crushed in about 10 minutes. I never knew I had an ego until that moment. What a sense of appeasement. A weight was lifted off my shoulders. Whoa!
WOD 2
200M SPRINT |
ROPE CLIMB |
WOD 3
100LB KEG CARRY |
MY REDEMPTION! Out of the 5 women in my heat, I came in 1st place. 1:07min
I couldn't have been happier. I'm still happy. What a feeling of accomplishment!! There's nothing better than to know that you were the best at something. At the time, I was convinced that I needed this "win" psychologically to stay motivated and keep me in the game, so to speak... BUT, I realize now that I was motivated the whole time! WOD#3 just allowed ME to see it in ME.. make sense?
WOD 4
What can I say? I was totally impressed with my success in this final WOD. I didn't even finish it! Never made it passed the KB Swings.. So, why am I super stoked about it? that's easy. The heaviest kettle bell I'd ever held in my hands before the competition was 40 pounds. On Saturday, July 21st, I completed, as Rx, 30 - 55# KB Swings! If that's not something to be proud of, I don't know what is. Sitting back writing this, it upsets me that I was ever impressed or astounded by my successes... I had it in me. I always have it in me. We all do. It's about believing in yourself. Trusting you. Knowing you. Of course, we all have limitations, but most of the time, it is our minds that STOP progression, not our bodies.
55# KETTLEBELL SWINGS |